His best friend is here, I can see it on his face.
Excitement fills his eyes and his heart begins to race.
I know he’s missed you and I can’t blame him for that.
I’ve missed you too, I remember you being my best friend.
I see the way he looks at you, I haven’t seen that look since we first met.
I see the joy in his face when you walk thru the door,
He’s had a lot going on and he can’t wait to tell you more.
I wish I was still his best friend, But I’m not anymore.
When he speaks you really listen and understand his pain,
You first comfort his heart by telling him it’ll be ok.
You break the uneasy hurt in his heart with a simple laugh and a joke,
I see the exchange of glimmering smiles passed between you both.
When he sees you it’s like an instant smile crosses his face,
When he sees me he looks worried and uncertain of what I’m about to say.
His blue eyes light up like he hasn’t seen you in years, Even though he just texted you yesterday.
Texts don’t do him justice, He just needs to see you face.
I must admit you have a presence like no woman I’ve met before.
You give a feeling of comfort from the moment you walk through the door.
Your sweet, tender-hearted, and have a heart like gold.
Your face is something only God himself could’ve made.
I have no reason to worry about the great unknown,
As he was yours long before I claimed him as my own.
You became best friends over a special birthday cake,
That’s what he first remember about that special day.
I’m not worried about a secret relationship, Being brutally honest, I’m jealous.
I wish I could be his best friend I once was, But I can’t undo what I’ve already done.
I wish I could take it all back and be in his good grace,
But I can’t and it’s done and I must take the pain.
He hopes you find the right man you’ve long been dreaming of,
A man to love you right and not do you wrong.
It breaks his heart to see you treated poorly as it does me too,
But when it happens he’ll be waiting by the phone ready to comfort you.
I’m glad someone comforts him and makes him smile, Even if it’s not me.
I’m glad he has you as his best friend, You was always good to me.
All I’ve wanted for him is to be truly happy.
When you two are together I just try to leave you be,
Knowing he’s happy somehow comforts me.
Seeing you may just be exactly what he needs,
And sometimes he just needs an escape from me.
I can’t help but wonder what if the roles were switched that day.
If I would’ve of married your crazy ex-husband and you would’ve taken my place.
I could see him truly happy being married to you,
A loving, caring woman is what he’s always seen in you.
I mostly see him happy when he sees his babies and you.
As bad as it breaks my heart to say, I envy you.
I wish he gave me the same big smile and I saw happiness in his big blue eyes,
But most days with me he’s miserable and that’s no surprise.
Needless to say I’m blessed he has you, Someone to lean on to get him through.
For worse or for better till death do you part, Love him forever with you tender heart.
I know you’ll always be there for him until the very end,
I’m honestly glad you’re best friends. ♥♥
The truth is rarely pure and never simple.∼ Oscar Wilde
The truth tends to come out when your either drunk or sleep deprived.
∼ Austria Kinsale